eoys screwed
the teachers suck. really. in order to prepare us for jc life, they start giving out shit results in the eoys. really. chem paper mean was 36?! and i don't take chem. but still...
they claim that in jc, you'll do really badly. and i've seen the year 1s die badly. highest for gp and econs in mid year was like, B? so yeah. over thirty people got below 45 for math and have to go back in the hols for remedial. i got 45, so i don't. God is just amazing. i should have taken paper 2!! all my pet topics! p&c, probability, matrices, integration, differentiation, problem solving. only thing i'm not good at is vectors. and kien wei scored full for that paper. rahhh. if i had taken i bet my average score would be like, above 60. and the mean is 55. though it's screwed cos the people at the top are just super zai. prcs and all. rahhh. nonsense la.
i think my eoys are screwed really. they're gonna pull my overall results down by alot. 58 for lang arts?! and i'm top 10% alr. my essay was screwed, so was compre. and i never had that ominous feeling like sth would go wrong for me. sighh. maybe i'm losing my touch.
i'm contemplating giving up on scoring well and just focus on doing what i want - learning. i never really believed in exams, or believed that grades are the definitive factor of who you are. many ppl just don't get it. when you die at the end of the day (figuratively speaking), ppl don't remember you for your psle score, l1r5, 4As, diplomas, masters, etc... they remember you for who you were as a person. whether you were a good friend, whether you had integrity, whether you dared to pursue your own dreams and be different, whether you were scheming and backstabbing ppl, and all that you did.
i wanna wake up where you are
i won't say anything at all
so why don't you slide ;
i won't say anything at all
so why don't you slide ;
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